Pisces are Dreamers
Last night was probably the first night I had a good night's sleep. And for the first time in a long time I had a dream. All I remember is being in some small cafe with everyone I possibly know singing a coldplay song while playing guitar. I wasn't nervous or anything (which usually happens when I perform) and my guitar playing ability was awesome. Anyway the song I sang was "Till Kingdom Come" which isn't on my top list of Coldplay songs but in my dream it sounded awesome.

"In your tears and in your blood,
In your fire and in your flood,
I hear you laugh, I heard you say,
"I wouldn't change a single thing."

The wheels just keep on turning,
The drummers begin to drum,
I don't know which way I'm going,
I don't know what I've become.

For you, I'd wait 'til kingdom come,
Until my days, my days are done.
Say you'll come and set me free,
Just say you'll wait, you'll wait for me."

Here's a clip of coldplay performing it. And yes.. in my dream I played the harmonica too.



This song was written for the late Johnny Cash who passed away before he can record it.

Anyway, my dream was good. I'll be honest, there's nothing I'd want to do more than be a musician. I believe if God gave you a talent, it would be an absolute waste to never use it. A psychic once told me that I would be destined to be famous and do great things. I don't know about that but I was told that when I get into something, I go all out. See with music, I'm worried I might of blown that opportunity years ago. I had the momentum and bam.. it all stopped. But I know wht my problem is. I'm way to critical of my work.

Anyway..

- Last night was bad. I'm not a good person. How anyone tolerates me is beyond me.

- Watching ANTM made me want to smoke... LOL. I like Victoria (I think that's her name).

- God bless DVR. Recorded Gossip Girl and watched The Bionic Woman. Not bad. It's done by the same people who did Battlestar Galactica.

- Other than the chinese food I had last night, I've been eating pretty healthy. Katie gave me good advice with counting calories. I'm going to do it today.

- I'm shaky today.. my hands are shaking a lot.